My 20’s were a little confusing. For some reason, I didn’t believe I could be alone. I never believed that I could make it; live on my own, make big decisions, survive. Because of that, I always had a boyfriend. I was never a “dater”. I was a “relationshiper”. Like many young women, I was clingy. I needed to be with my boyfriend at all times. It’s embarrassing to think about now. I had one boyfriend, Winter, for 5 years. I planned to spend my whole life with him and when he finally broke up with me, I was DEVASTATED. I didn’t think I could go on with life. This just made me think, again, that I couldn’t do life on my own. I wasn’t strong enough. I wasn’t in school, didn’t have a boyfriend, was back living with my mom and working part time at the community college. Soon though, I got a full time job doing sales support for Gateway computers (remember the cow boxes?). That is where I met Jason.
My 20’sApril 23, 2017
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